September 11, 2007 11:05AM 

# You Know It’s a Dark Hour When… 

By [Justin Logan](https://www.cato.org/people/justin-logan) 

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…you’re having wistful fantasies about staff meetings. In all seriousness, though, there’s great news: once imprisoned by Iran, Wilson Center scholar Haleh Esfandiari is back at home in Washington–and back at work at the Wilson Center. But as she says, during her stint in Evin prison, she [was indeed dreaming about being back at Wilson Center staff meetings](http://blog.foreignpolicy.com/node/6184):

> I had blocked, you know, thinking about my husband, my daughter, my grandchildren, the house; I blocked all that out because that would have led me to despair. So, for eight months, or for the four months in prison, I didn’t think about it.
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> I dreamt of my first staff meeting at the Wilson Center. (Laughter.) I seriously did. I really did that, I said, OK, I would \[not\] tell anybody I’m in town … I would open the door Monday morning at 9:00, walk in to the staff meeting and everybody \[would say\], “She’s here!”

Full transcript of Esfandiari presser [here](http://www.wilsoncenter.org/news/docs/transcript09_10.pdf). (.pdf)

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